Goddess Kanaka Durga

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In the very beginning of this part of the story..

Let me once again remind you all,my beloved readers,that this extremely tragic but miraculously mind blowing incident occurred in the life of the mystic Brahmin Subbarao when he was just a 12-year old boy, fifty three years ago.in 1962..

Although a 12-year old boy,Subbarao was much wiser to his age those days..

Now..Please go through..

After sayingтАж

тАЬ..Ramau..Four members of our troupe,who had come all the way from Vizianagaram,said they would come to our house for dinner today..But today too our Lord Sri Ram had not given us anything..I donтАЩt know how you are going to manage the dinner to night..тАЭ

Nemani Jagannadham,father of Subbarao,hurriedly left the house leaving behind his beloved wife Sitaramam and his dearest son Subbarao in a terrible state of extreme helplessness,ceaseless pain and a high degree of unimaginable agony..

What can the poor souls now do ??

Saying so,Jagannatham may have left the home at that point,after transferring his entire burden on to the weak strength-less shoulders of his beloved wife,but how could he do that in the first case..???

If so,why did he not for a moment think..

тАЬHow can my poor penniless wife would manage to arrange dinner for four adults in a house where four of her own children are starving for the whole day..???..тАЭ

Jagannatham did not bother to think so..Even though he had done,he for sure had not bothered to share his feelings with his wifeтАжThen what use if heтАЩs a good devotee and not a wise husband..???..PERIOD

Time was about 4 pm that day..

At that time,тАж

While all the five elements of Nature and all the eight тАШDikpalakasтАЩ were preparing themselves to witness a glorious divine incident that night,a hapless looking Subbarao and his mother were silently looking at each other with all the helplessness in the world..

тАЬ..What to do..Where to go..Whom to meet..Whom to ask..Where to begin..And how to begin.. ???..тАЭ

Were the questions that they were found in each otherтАЩs eyes..After a few silent moments,Subbarao was the first one to swing into action..His blind love for his father did not allow him to stay calm at one place..

тАЬI should at any cost do something and keep up the invitation my beloved father had given to his dear friends.. Fine..But what to do..??..тАЭтАж

Subbarao kept thinking for a few more minutes..

Then he quickly came into our world because he knows well that thereтАЩs not much time left for his mother to prepare dinner for the guests..

Without wasting a second more,Subbarao landed at the grain market and started requesting the traders there to lend only the most essential items for dinner that night..

However,the traders were not convinced..

They wanted their money first..

Finally,at about 4.30 p.m..

A fully distressed Subbarao,with all his attempts failing,returned home empty handed much to the shock of his mother,.

Panic..Panic..Panic..

And at about 4.40 p.m..

SubbaraoтАЩs father Jagannatham came home to collect his dholak (a percussion instrument used in music programs) for his night program..After about five minutes of time he was about to leave the house again.. Subbarao and Sitaramam followed him up to the entrance..

Sitaramam wanted to ask her husband whether he has any money left with him to prepare dinner for the guests that night..But she couldnтАЩt ask as she canтАЩt ask..

Observing the hesitation in his poor motherтАЩs face,Subbarao quickly came forward and asked his dad.. .тАЭ..Naannagaru..Are the guests coming home for dinner to night..??..тАЭ

тАЬ..Yes..Yess..They are coming..тАЭ hurriedly said Jagannatham..

Hurriedly because Jagannatham was in a great hurry to go and monitor arrangements for the тАШbhajanтАЩ program that night wherein he and his friends would perform..At that moment,Jagannatham was more worried about his performance that evening but not about the grave situation at his home..

It was exactly at that moment,Sitaramam mustered some courage and hesitantly asked тАЬDid our Sri Ram give something to prepare food for guests to night,,??..тАЭ

A hurriedly rushing Jagannatham paused for a secondтАжThen slowly turned back..And told his wife.. With the same helplessness in his voice..

тАЬ..No Ramau..Our Sri Ram had not given us anything today..Not even a penny..Can you somehow manage..тАЭ

тАЬ..I went to the market naannagau..No merchant is ready to give us any more grocery items..They say unless we clear the previous dues they will not give us any more new stock..тАЭ quickly replied Subbarao..

With a little moaning in his voice Jagannatham said,тАЭPtch..Am also unable to know what to do..How can I say no to guests when they propose to come to our house for dinner..Let me try..тАЭ

Saying so,he walked up a few paces..Paused..Turned back..And then looking at Subbarao waved his hand at him asking him to come with him..Subbarao,who never wore any footwear at that age nor any proper attire,gleefully followed his dad whom he always would admire..

It was about 4.55 p m that time..

Holding SubbaraoтАЩs left hand,Jagannatham first went to the place where he was about to conduct the bhajan program that night..After monitoring things there for about half an hour Jagannatham walked out with Subbarao and this time headed straight to the grain market..

Of course not to buy any items for dinner at home that night but to collect the donations from the grain merchants for bhajan that night..

Quite surprisingly for Subbarao,all the merchants who refused to lend any grocery items to him that afternoon have started generously offering many valuable items like rice,dal,dry fruits,nuts,many fruits and other such essential commodities to his dad Jagannatham as donation for the night bhajan..

For a few moments,the hunger filled young 12-year old Subbarao,who was starving all that day without any food,wished his beloved dad would at least give him a couple of bananas,from those donated items, to eat..

But Jagannatham who was always eager to be called a noble man than a great father didnтАЩt care for the hunger of his son in spite of knowing well that he was starving since morning..

As long as in a nation..

Where parents like Jagannatham who are more eager to be called great devotees than great fathers and where merchants like those in Visakhapatnam market who are more eager to be called good Samaritans than responsible elders,then children like Subbarao would obviously suffer..Suffer..Suffer ..And sufferтАж Forever..And ever..And ever..And ever..PERIOD

At about 6.15 p m..

Jagannatham took Subbarao to a small lane in the market street..

He then asked Subbarao to wait at a place on the road and walked into a house on the other side of the roadтАжHe quickly returned back after about two minutes..Subbarao saw a great disappointment in his dadтАЩs face..

Looking at Subbarao,he said..тАЭThat is the house of an advocate by name Venkat Rao..I thought of taking ten rupees from him..But heтАЩs not at home..His wife says he may come late in the night..If we have ten rupees today we need not worry not only about our dinner to night but also about anything for the next ten days..Ptchhhh..тАЭ

Subbarao looked pathetically at his beloved father..тАЭ..What to do..???..тАЭ..Was the big question in his tender mind that moment..

Later,Jagannatham took Subbarao to advocate Shyam SundarтАЩs house,to advocate Krishna RaoтАЩs house and finally to advocate VasudevaraoтАЩs house..But unfortunately for Jagannatham,none of them was at home that time..

And those were the only advocates whom Jagannatham knows in Visakhapatnam and they are also the only ones who can afford to give ten rupees to anyone at any point of time..

тАЬ..What to do..тАЭ was the question now in the elderly mind of Jagannatham..

Now that all the advocates known to him are unavailable to part with any money to him,Jagannatham stood stranded with uneasiness in head at the junction of a road in Visakhapatnam..

He started panicking with sweat appearing large on his face..Subbarao could clearly see everything that was going on in his beloved fatherтАЩs mind that moment..

Heightening the tension in JagannathamтАЩs mind furthermore,the clock tower there in the junction rang for seven times signalling that the time

At that time was 7 p m..

Painfully looking at the clock tower,Jagannatharao,quickly held the left hand of his son,Subbarao; turned back swiftly and hurriedly started walking back towards his house..

From quite a distance not Jagannatham but Subbarao saw his mother Sitaramam eagerly waiting at the entrance..

After reaching the entrance,Jagannatham quietly walked into the house signalling both his hands to the heavens..Sitaramam understood her husbandтАЩs plight and Subbarao his motherтАЩs..

тАЬ..Raaaaaamaaaaaaaaaa..тАЭ was all that Sitaramam could say at that hapless moment..At that ruthless moment.. And at that pathetic moment..

After about five minutes,Jagannatham hurriedly came out and told his wifeтАж

тАЬRamau..I donтАЩt know why our Sri Ram is testing our devotion this harsh way..I have lot of work at the bhajan program..I have to go..I donтАЩt know how Sri Ram helps us today..But am sure He shall certainly help us..Only He can save our dignity among my bhajan circle to night..Let me try..Raamaaa..тАЭ

Saying so,a helpless Jagannatham paused for a few seconds in front of the portrait of Lord Sri Ram thatтАЩs decorated on the wall near the entrance of his house; silently offered his prayers to his Sri Ram; and then quietly walked out..

If only Jagannatham had paused for a few more seconds there,in front of Lord Sri RamтАЩs portrait in his house,he would have certainly seen the smile on his dear LordтАЩs face who at that time was preparing to come out of that portrait..PERIOD

It was 7.14 p m that time...

Unable to know what to do,Sitaramam squatted on the ground,after her husband left the home,and started reciting the тАШRamayanтАЩ..

Subbarao too sat on the floor,beside his mother,and started reading the great Hindu epicтАж

And exactly at that moment..

At that divine moment..

At that auspicious moment..

At that glorious moment..

At that historic moment..

At that precious momentтАж

And at that pious moment..

Subbarao heard a male voice that was calling his dad by name..

тАЬJagannatham garu..тАЭ..тАЭJagannatham garu..тАЭ was all that the male voice was saying that time..

Subbarao quickly got up from the floor and rushed out..

And there..

Outside the entrance of his house..

Subbarao saw..

A tall and well built..

Golden yellow colored..

Handsome looking man..

Wearing a sparkling white kurta and pajama..

With an amazing glow in his face..

With a great brightness in his eyes..

And with an enigmatic smile on his coral colored lips..

For a moment Subbarao stood shocked in silence there looking at the great aura that man was carrying all around him that time..Subbarao had never seen such handsome man in his life before that nor would he be seeing one in his future again..

You know why..??

Because that man was the one whom three crore Hindu Gods and Goddesses offer prayers every moment and every day..

Because that man was the one to see whom for a few seconds many holy Hindu saints and sages perform penance for thousands of years..

Because that man was the one who commands the most powerful God of this vast universe,holy Lord Hanuman..

Because that man was the one describing whose noble qualities through the following sloka great demon warrior Maareecha told his king RavanтАж

тАЬ..Raamo vigrahavaan dharmahaтАжSaadhu satya paraakramaha..Raajaa sarvasya lokasya devaanaam iva vaasavaha..тАЭ

And that glorious Lord Sri Ram was standing in front of Subbarao that moment..

Observing the admiration in SubbaraoтАЩs tender eyes that handsome looking man smiled and asked Subbarao.. тАЬMy dear..Is your dad at home..??..тАЭ

Still with the same admiration in his eyes,Subbarao replied..тАЭNo sir..HeтАЩs not at home..He may come any moment..Can you wait for a few minutes..By the way may I know who you are Sir..тАЭ

With the same smile that man replied.тАЭI canтАЩt wait..Am in a hurry..Please tell your dad..My name is Sree Ramachandra Murthy..Am an advocate and your dad knows me pretty well..тАЭ

Saying so,that man took out a brand ten rupees note from his pocket and while giving it to Subbarao, said,тАЭPlease give this ten rupees note to your dad..I owe him this money and had come now to give it to him..тАЭ

A shocked Subbarao,as though in a state of delusion,collected that ten rupee note from that man..

(..At that time SubbaraoтАЩs hand touched that manтАЩs hands which Sri Subbarao now says were as soft as Rose petals..)

Later while leaving the place,that man told Subbarao,тАЭ..When your dad comes please tell him that am going to attend his bhajan program to night and enjoy his bhajans..тАЭ

OkayтАж

But when did Subbarao tell that man that his dad is going to perform in a bhajan program that night..??? ..If not how did that man know that..???

A fully joyous Subbarao,at that moment,was not in a position to think about all such irrelevant questions ..He quickly ran to his mother and told her joyously

тАЬAmmaa..See this ten rupees note..An advocate came and gave this note to handover to dad..He said he owes this money to dad..тАЭ

Sitaramam couldnтАЩt believe her eyes..She quickly grabbed her dearest son close to her and kissed him on his cheeks..

And exactly at that momentтАж

A fully distressed Jagannatham walked into the house..

Subbarao quickly ran to him and told him,showing the ten rupees note in his hand.тАЭ,,Naannagaru.. Your advocate friend Sri Ramachandra Murthy garu had come and gave this note..He told me he owes you this money..тАЭ

A shocked Jagannatham quickly sat down on his knees and pulling his son close to him asked again, тАЬ..What..What did you say..тАЭ

тАЬYes Naannagaru..A very tall handsome looking man came in your absence and told me heтАЩs an advocate and your friend..He gave me this ten rupees note and said he owes it to you..He also said he would meet you in the bhajan program and enjoy your bahjans to night.. тАЭ replied Subbarao..

With tears rolling down his cheeks Jagannatham said,тАЭ..р░Тр░░р▒Зр░пр░┐ р░ир░╛р░ир▒Нр░ир░╛..р░ир░╛┬ар░░р░╛р░ор▒Бр░бр▒Б р░др░кр▒Нр░к р░ир░╛р░Хр▒З р░╢р▒Нр░░р▒А р░░р░╛р░о р░Ър░Вр░жр▒Нр░░ р░ор▒Вр░░р▒Нр░др░┐ р░др▒Жр░▓р▒Бр░╕р▒Бр░░р░╛.. р░╡р▒Кр░Ър▒Нр░Ър░┐р░и р░╡р░╛р░бр▒Б р░░р░╛р░ор▒Бр░бр▒Бр░░р░╛ р░ир░╛р░ир▒Нр░ир░╛.. р░ор░и р░░р░╛р░ор▒Бр░бр▒З р░╡р▒Кр░Ър▒Нр░Ър░╛р░бр▒Б.. р░кр░ж р░ир░╛р░ир▒Нр░ир░╛ р░Ър▒Вр░жр▒Нр░жр░╛р░В..(My son,except Lord Sri Ram which Rama Chandra Murthy do I know..The one who came is our Sri Ram my son..Let us go and find him..тАЭ)

Saying so,Jagannatham quickly got up and holding his sonтАЩs right hand this time rushed out to find that man..

They frantically searched all the nearby streets and lanes but couldnтАЩt find that MAN anywhere..

тАЬ..How can any man disappear in five minutes..тАЭтАжJagannatham thought..

Then he turned to his son and asked himтАж

тАЬ..Can you give a description of that man my son..Am eager to know..тАЭ

PERIOD

Last week when narrating this incident to me over phone,while Sri Subbarao was describing the appearance of that man he saw that evening,my mind was reciting the following sloka that more aptly describes the glorious appearance of the man whom Sri Subbarao had not only seen that evening but had also touchedтАж

тАЬ..Sree raaghavam dasarathatmaja maprameyamтАжSitapathim raghukulanvaya ratna deepamтАж Aajanubahu maraivinda dalayataaksham ramam nisachara vinasakaram namamiтАжтАЭ

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